Self Improvement

I haven't posted in such a long time, from the title I assume you already know what I'm gonna talk about. Well this is different I'm gonna share with you how I have been struggling to improve and how it has effected me. I have said so many times that I love list and how having something to check off makes me feel a sense of accomplishment. But, there are steps we have to do before getting to that point and we have to constantly remind ourselves that only we can accomplish those steps. Because we live in such a fast pace world and everybody is moving in different speeds it's very easy to feel like you've been stuck in one place while trying to win a race. Now this can effect you in big ways and you may pull away from people or become bitter and totally throw your own standards out the window while in such a negative mindset. Little things become bigger and you become smaller this is side effects of being closed minded. Now I'm no doctor, or a specialist but I do know what I'm talking about, improving is hard and change is unyielding swallowing your pride is inflexible. Yet, most people don't see a need to change and will keep doing things that upset you regardless of how you may feel. I had a conversation with a family friend and she told me "People don't think like you" those words have never touched my heart so much because it opened my mind. It helped me look past so much that I had been holding on too, after hearing these word I was able to let go and feel as if I was no longer standing in place it allowed me to stop being so closed minded and helped me change even when I tried so hard not too. I don't like being wrong, I don't like not understanding, I don't like fighting people on thing they should already know. But like my friend said "People don't think like you" and they never well if they did we would live in a world of clones. Know you are capable of change and if you need to change try and find it in yourself to make that change but always know you are special, understand you have purpose, and don't kill yourself to beat the race that's going on inside your mind.

Much love Gems

LaurenLand83